Mold and MCS

I’ve been fighting yet another mold battle for most of this year.  I’ve done this enough now that you’d think I’d be an expert with a lot of wisdom to share.  What I’ve learned, though, is that there’s very little agreement in the mold illness community about even the basics, like the best testing methods, remediation practices, or the nature of mycotoxins (poisons produced by certain molds).  So, I write this post with trepidation, knowing that whatever I say is likely to meet pushback from some corner of the mold illness world.  I don’t write as a mold expert, by any means, but I can share my experiences, both with fighting mold and with how it overlaps and intersects with Multiple Chemical Sensitivity (MCS) or chemical toxicity in general.  I hope there’s something helpful in here somewhere.  Here are some of the things I’ve observed or experienced:

1.     Toxins are toxic, whether they’re biological or synthetic, and it’s not always easy to determine what’s affecting you.  I used to think I could tell.  There were a handful of symptoms that I identified as being my mold symptoms, but this time around, I didn’t have them, despite the fact that testing showed a very potent mold in the house and extremely high levels of a dangerous mycotoxin in my body.  Evidently, the mold exposure was adding to my toxic load and keeping my chemical sensitivity active, but not causing obviously different symptoms.

One possible explanation for this is that there are thousands of different types of mold (some say over 100,000, and some estimate there may be more than a million) and they can have very different properties and effects.  Molds can be allergenic, pathogenic, or toxigenic.  There have been times in the past when I’ve walked into a building with obvious mold issues (generally, I could smell it), but when I’ve mentioned it to others, I’ve been told that there couldn’t be mold, because the person I’m talking to has mold allergies and isn’t reacting.  Despite my frustration with that, I guess I basically did the same thing to myself by failing to recognize the mold in my house this time because I didn’t have my usual symptoms (and couldn’t smell or see anything problematic).

The overlap of symptoms that can be caused by mold (especially toxigenic types) and chemical toxins can be especially problematic for people focusing on avoiding one of the two.  My social media feed is often full of people who discovered mold in their home, escaped and moved to a new one (often a brand-new building, because they think the risk of mold is lower), and then found themselves just as sick as they were in their previous home.  They often first assume the new house has mold (which is certainly possible, since new houses aren’t always as mold-free as you would think), but then they gradually start suspecting that they’re reacting to the chemical offgassing of their new place.  They ask, “How do I know?” and there’s no good answer. 

I’ve sometimes seen this go the other direction, too.  Someone with chemical intolerance is unable to stay in their home, so they escape to an older building (or sometimes a travel trailer), where they fail to improve, because there’s hidden mold somewhere, which they later discover.  The bottom line is that in order to be healthy, we have to do our best to avoid toxins of both types – biological and synthetic.  There’s really no shortcut.

2.     Figuring out what’s in the air inside our homes and other buildings is easier said than done.  There are many different types of mold testing, and each type has its defenders and detractors.  I think it’s safe to say that none are perfect, and all can sometimes miss a problem. 

Testing for chemical contaminants has gotten better, but is also still imperfect.  The staggering number of synthetic chemicals that are produced is certainly part of the problem.  When I wrote my book, I said there were about 80,000 synthetic chemicals identified, which was the number generally agreed upon at the time.  Now, however, we know that there are over 350,000 synthetic chemicals registered for production and use.  The number of chemicals most commonly used is smaller, but still in the thousands, and commercially available testing isn’t able to recognize them all.  Also, testing for VOCs (volatile organic compounds) has improved, but there are many, many classes of problematic chemicals that aren’t VOCs, including some pesticides, heavy metals like lead, and endocrine disruptors like phthalates and parabens.   

There are pros and cons to all testing methods, and what seems best in one situation may not fit another.  My current personal approach is to focus on testing my body.  When people begin trying to avoid toxins, they often start with changing their food and personal care products, which are certainly important and logical places to start.  I’ve heard people say, though, that they’re focusing on what’s going into their body, and not on what’s around their body.  This is a false dichotomy, because if it’s around us, it will soon be in us.  Airborne contaminants can reach our bloodstream within minutes of being inhaled. Also, airborne particles can fall onto our food, and be consumed along with it.

3.     Air filters are important and helpful, for both mold and chemical issues, but not a solution in and of themselves.  There’s no substitute for source control (i.e. keeping the problematic substances out of the building). For mold, the source of the problem has to be found, and contaminated building materials have to be carefully (professionally, under containment) removed.  For chemical contamination, sometimes offgassing can be contained or addressed in other ways, such as baking off, but sometimes, like with mold, the source of the problem just needs to go away. 

4.      Source control is important, but generally not the end of the story.  Once the source of the problem is removed, contaminants may still remain. What I’ve been doing for a good part of this year is removing porous items in my home (things made of foam, fabric, paper, wood, etc.). The idea is that mycotoxins that were circulating in the air have now become embedded inside them.

The same problem exists with many synthetic chemicals.  Air fresheners come immediately to mind.  I recently took a trip and needed to stay overnight along the way.  I asked the managers of a campground on my route if they had any fragrance-free cabins.  They replied that they could remove the air freshener and open the windows for me.  I appreciated their offer, but didn’t think it would work.  Lacking any other options, though, I gave it a try.  As expected, the air freshener chemicals had permeated everything, and the room seemed almost as fragrant to me as if the fragrance chemicals were still actively being pumped into the room.

To understand this concept, it can be helpful to read about the effects of “third-hand” cigarette smoke.  This is the smoke residue that clings to walls, furniture, and other surfaces in an environment where cigarettes have been smoked, and which has been linked to serious health concerns.  The same principle applies to other chemical contaminants and to mold.  Residue can remain for a long time and continue to be a problem if it isn’t thoroughly removed.

5.     Even though neither mold illness nor chemical intolerance is an allergy, in the truest sense of the word, making a home or other building “allergy-friendly” can help with both.  Basically, this means controlling dust, which is composed of little bits of whatever is in the building.  Mold spores travel in dust, and the synthetic chemicals in your house can be found in the dust, as well.  Carpet is a major dust reservoir, and really not a good idea for a healthy house.  Hard, non-porous surfaces are the easiest to keep clean, and metal and glass furnishings tend to be inert and good for both avoiding mold and chemical contamination.  The fewer upholstered pieces, the better.  Furniture with removable, washable cushions (or at least cushion covers) is a step in the right direction.

6.     Controlling humidity is important.  Most people know that mold needs moisture to grow.  What is less well-known is that high humidity can accelerate the offgassing of VOCs and can also cause certain chemicals to react with each other and form new compounds.  Most experts recommend trying to keep the humidity inside a building between 40 and 60%, with some saying that aiming for under 50% is a good goal. 

7.     In addition to controlling dust, it’s important to address gases.  This means you need air filters with not only HEPA or similar filtration, but also carbon or another media that will trap gaseous pollutants.   It once seemed to be the common consensus that mycotoxins are gases, but the current understanding seems to be that they aren’t, and that they generally hitch a ride on small particles.  On the other hand, mold can produce VOCs (often called MVOCs), which are indeed gases and can have toxic properties themselves.  And, of course, many chemical contaminants are gases, which can only be trapped by the proper type of filtration.

8.     There are times when focusing on chemical safety can make the process of addressing mold more complicated. For example, the mold illness community often talks about the importance of replacing clothing and other porous items frequently.  This can be very challenging for people with chemical sensitivity, because we can often only tolerate certain fabrics, and even what we’ll eventually be able to tolerate often has to go through a long period of processing and offgassing before we can use it.  Once we make something MCS-safe, we aren’t particularly inclined to get rid of it.

Plastic is a special problem.  People addressing mold are often advised to store things in plastic totes.  In many ways, this makes sense.  It’s good to contain items to keep them from becoming dusty and contaminated, and plastic is less porous and likely to be affected by mold than cardboard, for example.  On the other hand, more than 16,000 chemicals are associated with plastic production, with many thousands of them being designated as “chemicals of concern” because of their potential health risks. Some of the most well-known of these chemicals, including phthalates and BPA, are primarily detoxified through the glucuronidation detoxification pathway.  This is also one of the primary pathways the body uses to process mold.  In other words, if your body is already working hard to eliminate mold from your body, it may have fewer resources than normal to deal with all the chemicals in your new plastic totes.

There’s no one-size-fits-all answer to this issue.  Hard plastic (like acrylic) is less problematic than soft.  Metal storage solutions exist, and I’m actually finding them to be cheaper and more available than they used to be.  Also, the most direct answer to the storage issue is to simply let go of more worldly goods and store less stuff (which, of course, leads back to the problem of wanting to hold onto items once they’re MCS-safe, because they aren’t easy and quick to replace.)

If all of this seems overwhelming, I get it.  Trust me, I do.  I’ll just tell you what I tell myself: We can only do our best, every step forward matters, and, most importantly, avoiding toxins can make enough of a difference to our health and wellbeing that it’s well worth doing. 

Millennials, Chemicals, and Church Attendance

I’m not a millennial and I don’t play one on TV. (The fact that I used that reference and actually remember where it came from is proof, if you needed any.) I often read articles about millennials, though, partly just out of general curiosity and partly because I have a couple of sons in that age group. Lately there seem to be a lot of articles about things millennials aren’t buying or using. If you type “millennials don’t use” into the Google search bar, suggested endings to the sentence include “doorbells,” “credit cards,” “napkins,” “email” and “fabric softener.”

In part I read what I can about millennials because I’ve been trying to figure out whether our society is making progress in understanding the enormous problem of toxins in common products. Is the younger generation more aware of the issue and more likely to make changes? Sometimes I think so and sometimes I don’t. The decline in the use of fabric softeners, for instance, has been seen by some as a sign that millennials prefer to use fewer chemicals. Others say it’s simply related to economics and lifestyle. There are confusing trends. While fabric softener use is declining, the use of “scent beads” in the laundry is increasing, which is certainly unfortunate.

One widely publicized fact about millennials is that they’re much less likely than previous generations to attend church. There are certainly plenty of theories about why that is. I tend to pay most attention to the articles written by millennials themselves, and one in particular got my attention.

It’s titled "12 Reasons Millennials Are Over Church” and what made me sit up and take notice is reason number nine. The author writes, "We want you to talk to us about controversial issues (because no one is). People in their 20’s and 30’s are making the biggest decisions of their entire lives: career, education, relationships, marriage, sex, finances, children, purpose, chemicals, body image. We need someone consistently speaking truth into every single one of those areas.” Did you catch that? “Chemicals” was on the list. The author says, in essence, that one of the reasons people from his generation are leaving the church is because no one is speaking truth to them about chemicals. Wow.

There's a truth about chemicals that needs to be spoken. The truth is that there aren’t sufficient regulations in the United States to keep unsafe products off the market or to remove those already being sold, and the implications for human health are staggering. Health advocates continue to wage a David and Goliath battle against well-funded industry interests in an attempt to introduce meaningful legislative change, but as it now stands, we must each take responsibility for educating ourselves and acting on what we learn. I believe with all my heart that the people of God have a responsibility to confront this issue and to be the ones who demonstrate that we value human beings enough to be counter-cultural in the products we buy and use.

How about it, friends? Can we open our eyes to the importance of this? Can our churches start with easy steps like removing synthetically scented air fresheners, switching to fragrance-free soaps, and using less toxic cleaning products? Can we get to the point where we think about toxicity when we build or renovate? This is an issue of health — not just the physical health of humans made in the image of God, but the spiritual health of a generation that is watching us for signs of leadership and courage. We can do it. Let’s start now.

The Name Game: Deciphering Furniture and Home Improvement Terms

I’m still deep in the throes of preparing for a move. As I look at space allocation options for the suite that my son and I are planning to build in his garage, it’s becoming increasingly clear that even the few furniture pieces I had planned to take are going to be too big and I’m going to have to make some new purchases. For people with chemical sensitivities, any purchase can be problematic, and requires much research. As I shop for possibilities online, I’m reminded of the games that manufacturers and marketers play and the confusion that exists among the general public regarding materials used in furniture and housing. It’s not easy to figure out what we’re actually getting.

Here are a few confusing terms related to the home environment:

· Solid wood – Technically, something made of solid wood is made of basic lumber. Much of the wood furniture sold today, however, is made of a manufactured wood product, such as particleboard, medium density fiberberboard (MDF), high density fiberboard (HDF) or oriented strand board (OSB). Chipboard, flakeboard, furniture board, composite wood, and engineered wood are other possible terms. Manufacturers may refer to them as “solid wood products” or as of being made of “wood solids.” Sometimes private sellers advertising products on sites like eBay or Craigslist will say that a piece of furniture made from particleboard is solid wood. This may be due to confusion as to material type, but sometimes I think they just mean that the piece doesn’t contain metal or upholstery.

Manufactured wood products combine small wood particles with an adhesive resin. Plywood uses layers of wood rather than particles, but otherwise the principle is the same. When used in furniture, manufactured wood is generally covered with a laminate or veneer, making the identification process more challenging. The toxicity of manufactured wood can be high, and comes from the adhesives, which often contain large amounts of formaldehyde and other problematic chemicals.

· Bonded leather – Bonded leather is the fabric equivalent of manufactured wood. Wikipedia expains that “bonded leather is made by shredding leather scraps and leather fiber, then mixing it with bonding materials. The mixture is next extruded onto a fiber cloth, or paper backing, and the surface is usually embossed with a leather-like texture or grain.” The amount of natural leather in bonded leather products can vary significantly and can sometimes be quite low. The primary bonding material is generally polyurethane, and among the other chemicals commonly found in bonded leather are plasticizers, which have been associated with a range of health problems.

Terms for leather-like synthetic fabrics (which are generally some form of vinyl) include leatherette, pleather, and naugahyde. “Vegan leather” is an especially interesting term. It can refer to any non-animal leather-like product. Generally it refers to vinyl, but can occasionally refer to alternative leathers made from cork or kelp.

· Linoleum – True linoleum is a product made from linseed oil and natural materials such as powdered cork, tree resin, and limestone. It was once used widely as a flooring material, but has now been largely replaced by vinyl. Generally, manufacturers and marketers don’t use the term incorrectly, but private sellers, realtors, and landlords may refer to linoleum flooring when the flooring is actually a vinyl product.

· Hardwood or ceramic floors – Another flooring issue that people searching for healthy housing often encounter is that homes or apartments advertised as having hardwood or ceramic tile floors may actually be floored with a laminate. Laminates have a manufactured wood core with a photographic layer bonded to it that simulates wood or ceramic. Generally the term “floating floor” refers to laminate flooring.

Shopping with health in mind means learning to be a code-breaker. It’s not easy, but it’s important. Once I’ve cracked this code, I’ll move on to another: trying to decipher the color designations. Is elm bark, for example, more brown or gray? This all makes my head spin.

School Challenges and Victories

Avoiding chemical toxins is important for people of all ages, but may be especially crucial for children and teenagers, because their brains are still developing and because smaller bodies can detoxify less before becoming overwhelmed. For this reason, schools are an important focus in the battle for cleaner, healthier air.

This is a good news/bad news post focusing on two recent school stories. The first comes from Investigate West and addresses the dangers of building schools near large roadways and their associated pollutants. The author notes that evidence links proximity to heavily-traveled roads to asthma, lung problems and higher absenteeism among students but that, despite the evidence, policymakers in many locations have ignored clearly-presented risks and continue to build schools where exposure to traffic fumes is high.

At least six states have addressed the placement of school buildings near major traffic sources. California prohibits their construction within 500 feet of freeways under most circumstances and five other states have some sort of similar guidelines. In eight states, building near a major roadway is not prohibited, but school districts are asked to consider the issue.

The article notes that 36 states have no restrictions on building schools near environmental hazards. It also notes that in 2008 and 2009, separate groups of officials meeting in Olympia, Washington and Washington, D.C. considered restricting construction of schools near major roadways, but decided against taking action. An environmental health expert guessed at the reason. He noted, “They didn’t want to open that Pandora’s box. They knew that if they were to put exclusion criteria in there, it would raise these questions about schools already sitting in these hazardous zones, and reasonably so. Parents would say, ’My kids are at risk.’ And then what?”

The second story is a video that comes from a Fox affiliate station in Nashville and addresses cleaning products. The mother of a chemically sensitive child is interviewed and reports that, after four years of trying, she was able to convince her son’s school to replace toxic cleaning products with safer ones. A worker from Whole Foods Market is also interviewed and notes that the demand for safer cleaning products is growing. Finally, a specialist certified with LEED (Leadership in Energy and Environmental Design) talks about the cumulative effects of exposures and how the rates of learning disabilities, autism, asthma, and other conditions have skyrocketed.

Hurray for helpful news stories and for small victories with cleaning products. Boo for inaction on the part of policymakers. Hurray for mothers who work hard to protect their children. Boo for everything that makes it harder for them to do so.

Safer Schools

August is back-to-school time for many, and a good time to discuss safer schools and school supplies. Many "school supplies" are items commonly used by people of all ages, whether at home, school, or work, and the principles used to make a school healthy apply to all buildings. Being aware of less toxic options is important for everyone. Here's some help:

  • The Healthy Schools Network is a national environmental health organization focused on ensuring that every child has a healthy learning environment. Informational guides, posters and reports can be downloaded or ordered from their Healthy Schools/Healthy Kids Clearinghouse,

  • The Environmental Protection Agency provides information on creating healthy indoor environments in schools. They help schools connect through the National Schools Network and provide an “IAQ Tools for Schools” action kit which can be downloaded or ordered free of charge.

  • Schools wanting help designing a non-toxic pest management program can find it on a page associated with The Best Control. The program is available to any school district.

  • A group called NonToxic Revolution, concerned primarily with stopping breast and other cancers, offers students help in starting campus clubs.

  • The Environmental Working Group offers information on making healthier choices when purchasing a variety of products, including backpacks, lunch boxes, beverage bottles, markers, pencils, pens, notebooks, binders, paper products, and glue.

  • The Center for Health, Environment, and Justice focuses on products made with PVC (vinyl). Their back-to-school guide to PVC-Free School Supplies lists less-toxic options for a wide range of common items, including binders, name badges, paper clips, pencil cases, glasses, sneakers, cellphones, computer monitors, flash drives, raincoats, and umbrellas.

  • MCS America provides a brief and simple-to-understand factsheet with 10 tips for keeping school environments and chemically sensitive students healthy.

Lowering the toxic load is important for people of all ages, but the younger the student, the more important it is to take the issue seriously. Seemingly small changes in an environment can sometimes make a big difference in the mental and physical state of those who inhabit it. Let’s keep our students healthy and give them the best chance possible to grow, thrive, and learn.

The Purpose of the Building

This summer has been filled with more travel and family visiting than usual. I just returned from a camping trip with most of my husband's extended family. It's difficult to express how grateful I am for their willingness to sacrifice their own comfort to enable me to gather with them. I'm truly thankful for their Christlike hearts and valiant efforts to include me.

The trip was full of good family visiting times, but wasn't without its challenges. I had a significant chemical exposure (mosquito fogging) that introduced a new symptom to my list. Other challenges included an air conditioner that gave out during a traffic jam, a mix-up regarding a campsite reservation, a sick family member, and fearless skunks.

One challenge was quite unexpected and involved the use of a campground pavilion. We were a large group and had planned to gather under the shelter during our last day (a rainy one) to play games and visit. The campground office said it was fine as long as there was no other planned activity there.

Unfortunately, the campground office isn't the only entity involved with the pavilion. As we eventually learned, a group of volunteers (I believe they're called "Friends of the Shelter") built the facility. As we also learned, they are quite protective of it. We were confronted twice, at two different times during the day, with volunteers who were evidently very unhappy that we were using their building. I'm not sure I'll ever forget the sight of the second volunteer. He stood watching us, with a red face and semi-balled fists, looking like he would really like to hit someone. To be fair, he did eventually decide to be friendly and at the end of the conversation said, "I'm not trying to run you out," which at the beginning he seemed clearly to want to do.

It's hard to say exactly when the conversation took a turn and became more positive. Perhaps it was the moment when my husband asked simply, "So is this shelter just supposed to be for the volunteers?" Maybe that's the point where the gentleman remembered why the pavilion was built. Isn't a shelter in a campground supposed to shelter campers? Isn't being "friends of the shelter" a goal that's underneath the greater one of being friends of the humans?

The encounters seemed ludicrous at the time and still seem so as I write about them. I can't help but think, however, how similar they are to the way many people with MCS experience the church. Chemically sensitive people want to find shelter from life's storms and wonder why they aren't welcome in churches that were theoretically built for that purpose. They wonder how so many church members become "Friends of the Church Building" (who focus on making it more beautiful than healthy) rather than friends of people created in God's image who just want to enter the building without getting sick.

I correspond with many fellow MCS sufferers. One recently told me a familiar story of trying to communicate with her pastor about creating a church environment that's safe for her and other chemically sensitive members. She isn't making much progress. At one point she wrote, "We are being made to feel like a bother for wanting to come to church."

I think she summed it up well. Is that the message the church really wants to send? It's bad enough to send that message to chemically sensitive church members, but truly heartbreaking to send it to seekers. When people develop MCS or any chronic illness, they tend to become more open to spiritual realities and more hungry for spiritual truth. God is surely not pleased if people hungry to know Him can't enter a Christian church building because of the product choices others make.

Mark 11:15-17 tells this story: When they arrived back in Jerusalem, Jesus entered the Temple and began to drive out the people buying and selling animals for sacrifices. He knocked over the tables of the money changers and the chairs of those selling doves, and he stopped everyone from using the Temple as a marketplace. He said to them, “The Scriptures declare, ‘My Temple will be called a house of prayer for all nations,’ but you have turned it into a den of thieves.”

Why was Jesus angry? I imagine there were a number of reasons. Surely he was angry that commerce seemed to be taking precedence over spiritual pursuits. He was undoubtedly also angry, however, that the activities going on inside the building kept people who wanted to worship from being able to do so. The temple was designed with a series of courtyards and some people were allowed to go deeper into the complex than others were. Those who could simply walk by the marketplace activity to enter another court weren't impeded by the chaos. For those who could go no farther than the courtyard where the buying, selling, and money changing was going on, however, worship was a significant challenge. I imagine Jesus was angry that those who had no limitations on their ability to worship put barriers in the way of those who did.

I understand and appreciate the need to be stewards of and care for buildings, whether they’re campground pavilions or churches. I pray, however, that we never forget why they were built. They're for people.